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Heartbreak aint easy…

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That first moment upon waking when your heartbreak slams into you so hard it catches your breath. N the next one… where you exhale as you realize that yes the ache still runs deep… But not as much as yesterday.

*sigh*

– Nova

The Sex Factor…

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Live free… Live hard…

Multiple partners… Girlfriend… Threesome… Orgy… Maybe a train…

Live in the pussy… Saturate in its essence… Rub it on your face…

Clit… Tongue… Fingers… Toys… Boys… Girls…

Love… Lust… Passion… Deception…

Pain… Hot… Wet… Squirt… Cum… Orgasm…

 

Live free… have sex… lot’s of sex… sex with her… her… him… and her…

Live hard… living my life… doing me… doing everything I want to do…

Multiple partners…  laying down… standing up… sitting… or maybe… I’ll just watch…

Girlfriend… boyfriend… friend friend… and yes… friend with benefits…

Threesome… foursome… maybe five… three on three… shit… let’s make it a party…

Orgy… I’ll take you there… she took me there… we… have been EVERY…. WHERE…

Maybe a train… I’ve done them before… she likes them… craves them… and why not…

Live in the pussy… it’s the cradle of life after all… the beginning… the end…

Saturate in its essence… it consumes me… my whole life… no need to think… no need to feel…

Rub it on my face… her juices… his juices… my juices… our juices…

Clit… hard little nub… that hot button of joy… the secret… that every pussy lives to tell…

Tongue… lick it… rub it… stick it… flick it…

Fingers… touch it… stroke it… slide them in… deeper…and deeper…

Toys… sometimes… all the time… maybe never…

Boys… one for me… one for you… one for her… to each their own…

Girls… this one… that one… another one… and another one… shit why not EVERY… ONE…

Love… never had it… drove me crazy… never wanted it… don’t need it… can’t take it… don’t know what to do with it…

Lust… all day… every day… you want her… and him… and her… I want her… and her… and him… damn… can’t I just fuck EVERY… BODY…

Passion… what’s the difference… how about… I fuck you… and never let you touch my spirit…

Deception… I don’t lie… keep things 100… gave my heart to another… swallowed my pride… and let the next one stroke my ego…

Pain… It doesn’t hurt when she makes me feel good… or maybe…  its because she hurts me… it feels so good…

Hot… It’s building up… deep inside of me… is this love… a mystery… lust… denial… or just boom… dynamite…

Wet… that sweet gush of her pussy… the taste of her kiss… her tears as they fall… but nah… I’m mostly all about that pussy…

Squirt… I made her do it… over and over again… makes me horny just thinking about it…

Cum… again… and again… and… again… damn… I’m having some sex… TONIGHT…

Orgasm… amazing… life changing… mind blowing… earth shaking… body clenching… shit… we don’t need to be connected…

 

Live free… Live hard…

Multiple partners… Girlfriend… Threesome… Orgy… Maybe a train…

Live in the pussy… Saturate in its essence… Rub it on your face…

Clit… Tongue… Fingers… Toys… Boys… Girls…

Love… Lust… Passion… Deception…

Pain… Hot… Wet… Squirt… Cum… Orgasm…

 

Sex is what I live for…

How many pussies can I lick…

How many dicks can I suck…

Gotta get my numbers up… the world will end if I fuck less than 10,000 b*tches in my lifetime…

I’m a Cassanova…

A Don Juan…

A Lover…

A Giver…

I fuck better than EVERY… BODY…

What is love…

I don’t care… if no one gives a fuck about me…

I need no Attachments…

It doesn’t matter…nothing is sacred when I touch… YOU…

I don’t care…  I have no importance to give… YOU…

Who cares if the one I want is open to… Any… One…

It doesn’t matter if the one I want… is open to… Every… One…

This… is what I live for…

This is all that matters…

– Nova

From Bad… to Good…

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I needed this…

Thank YOU…

You were right.

:-*

2013 Affirmation…

Basta con cerrar los ojos y respirar…

 

 

 

“Just close your eyes and breathe…”

– Nova

Random acts of love…

Wednesday I heard two things…

Eye opening…

Life Changing…

Phenomenal…

First:

“To Love another person is to see the face of GOD.”

How amazing is that?

 

Second:

M: “Can we see each other again?”

Me: “Honestly?… I’m trying to work someone out of my system..”

M: “Real talk… if I was in your system… you wouldn’t be out here with someone else.”

Now THAT gave me some food for thought.

 

The Catch…

I found myself falling in love…

Too fast…

Too much…

Too soon…

I found myself thinking…

“Is She the one… I really want?”

“Is She strong enough… for me ?”

“Is She the one… I was made for?”

SMH…

I found myself falling in love…

Unexpected…

Unwanted…

Frustrating…

I had to acknowledge…

“I’m not ready… for this…”

“She’s not ready… for me…”

“We’re not ready… a product of circumstance and bad timing…”

I found myself falling in love…

Too fast…

Unexpected…

Too much…

Unwanted…

Too soon…

Frustrating…

Yesterday I caught myself…

Today I’d rather not fall at all… so I catch myself

Maybe I’ll fall… tomorrow?

Maybe not.

 

– Nova

 

 

The Big ‘O’

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Sex is like a dream…

Sometimes quiet and peaceful…

Other times restless and seeking…

I’ve awakened pleased and energized…

Aching and wanting…

Satisfied?

Perhaps.

 

She is like a dream…

Sometimes silent and lovely…

Other times demanding and unrelenting…

I’ve awakened joyful and expectant…

Aching and wanting… more.

Satisfied?

Most definitely.

 

– Nova

 

The Definition of Adoration…

Worship… A feeling of profound love and admiration.

I extend my hand to her in the purest love of friendship…

Let her know she is Admired… Accepted… Respected…

And worship daily at the temple between her thighs…

*shrugs*

This is how I’M built.

– Nova

 

The sh*t she says lmao…

Good Grief…

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She’s crazy smart… beautiful… makes me laugh…

She asked me “where have you been all this time?”

Funny how something good can be overlooked so easily…

She’s always been here… hiding in plain sight…

Her attitude? Just a mess…

She’s trying to get close… but I’m kinda two steps behind…

Watching… waiting… for her to reveal the face of her inner azzhole…

See… I’ve been fooled before…

Made bad choices…

Wasted  time… wasted effort… wasted chances…

She says she’s been there…

“Stupid B*tches are put on this Earth as a road map pointing to all of the REAL WOMEN”

That’s her POV… that all others who came before her & showed their azzes are ‘Stupid B*tches’…

Tonight she vented…

“Look… if they’re not in your life… if there is no possibility for a friendship… its because THEY are useless.  I see how you treat the ones you love…

SH*T I see how you treat folks you just LIKE!

God always weeds out the useless m*tha f*ckas in our lives, even when we’re blinded by the lies they feed us and specially when we believe they’re somethin they’re not.

In the meantime I’ll take you to the Guggenheim… I’ll drink that thievin b*tches beer…

I’ll hold you at night and sing you to sleep cause I know you love it… (and Sug… you NEEDS your sleep)…

I’ll buy you a case of your favorite wine… cut your grass… rub your back… and treat YOU like a Queen.

I’m in no hurry Bae… I know what I want out of life… Unlike these ‘Simple Minded B*tches’ out here I know a good thing when I see it.

I don’t block my blessings and I sure as Hell don’t walk away from them. I’ll wait for you. I’ll wait you for as long as you need me to… I’m a patient woman.”

And then she winked at me.  WTF?  Who is this person lol?

She loves my pooch… IKR such a simple thing… She pet’s him and spoils him rotten… smh sneaking him table food…

She gives the greatest kisses… has the softest lips… just mmmm…

And the BEST hugs… big… and long… and hard… like safety dipped in warm honey.

She’s perfectly imperfect… takes no sh*t from anyone, regularly puts me in my place lol and thinks I’m God’s Gift…

And I still don’t trust her…

Aside from my inner circle and family I don’t trust anyone anymore.

I’m waiting for that other shoe to drop… you know the one where she reveals she’s married, is really a man, or is wanted in 5 states?

Yeah… that shoe.

SMH… what kind of cluster f*ck is this going to turn into? SMH

 

– Nova